[ It's not even that the things between himself and Meng Yao are the way things are between Wangji and young master Wei. He does love the man, he does, he's tried not to and that hasn't worked, but it's not...
It's not the same.
And yet on the other hand, it is. Both at the same time. ]
I am only human.
But no, that is not something I'm thinking of. Or waiting for him to become better for, or... anything like that. I merely want him to be someone who is ... at least a little bit the kind gentle person he always pretended to be. Someone who'll deserve respect for his actions, as well as his existence.
Someone who can be happy, even. Not at the expense of others.
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It's not the same.
And yet on the other hand, it is. Both at the same time. ]
I am only human.
But no, that is not something I'm thinking of. Or waiting for him to become better for, or... anything like that. I merely want him to be someone who is ... at least a little bit the kind gentle person he always pretended to be. Someone who'll deserve respect for his actions, as well as his existence.
Someone who can be happy, even. Not at the expense of others.
I don't intend to be a bargaining chip in this.