[ Xichen rubs his face with both hands before taking a deep breath. ]
I haven't sought him out. I haven't tried to give him much.
I don't know how he can prove he deserves if I don't at least look.
I don't know if he will truly try if I pull entirely away. I don't know
I'm sorry. You are right. But at least maybe he will remember about not trying to run people's lives, at least maybe a little. So something good was done, wasn't it?
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I haven't sought him out. I haven't tried to give him much.
I don't know how he can prove he deserves if I don't at least look.
I don't know if he will truly try if I pull entirely away. I don't know
I'm sorry. You are right. But at least maybe he will remember about not trying to run people's lives, at least maybe a little. So something good was done, wasn't it?
I'll try.